August 17, 2025
What have I been doing?

Let's talk what I've been into I know it's been a good long time since I have done one of these. I'm not going to lie to learning process for me, I am currently on the uptinth thousandth time of editing moon's kiss. But guess what this one is it as soon as I finish with it I will send it out to my street team, aka the alpha Street team, sorry it's about werewolves. And they will read it and hopefully by the spring of next year it will be released. 

But in the meantime I've had the epiphany of I'm 52 I'm really tired of time jobs and paying for someone else's dreams to come true. And by paying I mean with my blood sweat and tears, do not get it twisted I love my boss she is amazing she's the best boss I think I've ever had in my whole career of jobs or should that be lifetime of jobs because I feel like I've worked my well I've worked since I was 14 so I have work my entire life. I don't know about you but it just doesn't seem fair that we have to work so hard just to survive we do not get to enjoy the fact that we live on an amazing planet with so much to see and do. 

I know that in medieval times I believe the peasants only worked " on " 140 some odd days out of the year. The rest of the time was theirs, unless there was war. It could be wrong about that so you are more than welcome to double check it. I swear research is amazing and I remember the oddest things not the stuff I want to remember just odd things, but I tell everyone do not take my word for it look it up find your own answers! That's really important in today's world isn't it? I have the full-time job cutting hair, I have my autistic son that lives with me, and I have my special needs brother... His actual legal label is mentally retarded. He's only a year younger than me. So y'all don't come at me sideways about you can't say this or you can't say that, at the end of the day my brother is retarded there is no derogatory in it that is literally what he is. Does that change who he is no does that change that I love him no. 
Having said all of that, I decided that I needed away to at least supplement my income so that I could enjoy life more and not live paycheck to paycheck Don't tell me saving and all of this and all of that trust me I've been trying it all for years sometimes it works sometimes it doesn't. Anyway back to what I was saying, I decided to open a Shopify shop... I even have a license like a legit business license which is really cool at my age! It is a metaphysical shop, I do a lot of drop shipping, the weirdest thing is given that I write books and self-publish and now I have the Shopify shop you would think I would know how to do advertising I do not. I am not sure how to do any of this. In all honesty it's been fun putting it together and learning different things, hard. But fun. It's called forbidden Oracle, and it's at Forbidden Oracle.net if you want to go in have a look at it might find something you need for your practicing you might not, you may have some suggestions on what I can add to the shop to make it more well-rounded and I'm all ears. 

I genuinely am trying to figure out ways to retire early because I want to enjoy life before I'm too broken down to walk across my hallway. Yes I have a few medical issues, and I am overweight.  That's been a constant battle my entire life, and then on top of it I have mental health issues so the whole just get up and move around thing doesn't always work for me I try, anyway that's an update. I'm going to try to be more consistent with my posting, and then that way you know what's happening and I can sort the stuff in my brain. Kind of like journaling which I'm about to do, thank you for reading, and please have the day you deserve.